Our best?

I read something recently about the way the public mood was so misjudged after September 11th 2001. Revenge wasn't the first word on everybody's lips, but instead compassion, outpouring like it never had before. If America had had a different kind of leadership- more confident and less shakeable- it could have rode that wave to show those who hate what we stand for how wrong they are in their condemnation. A better world could have come of that tragedy but instead the simpler knee-jerk reaction was chosen, and here we are four years later and it's all the same. In no way is anyone responsible for these acts but the perpetrators, but I also don't think world leaders have done much to make us safer. Iraq had nothing to do with international terrorism until the US invaded, and now it's a breeding ground. Their regime needed to be done away with, but it was hardly the ideal political climate in which to do so. I would feel much more confident about proclaiming the greatness of our society (and I really believe it is great) if we had taken a look at ourselves after 9/11 and ensured we had no blood on our hands. Our reputation has been sullied by irresponsible leaders who have lied to us and riled us to ignorance for their own gain- but it's clear now that this isn't the war they were looking for. It's like the Russians who rolled their 19th century cannons into World War One. You can't fight a war with "terror"; you can't win it and you can't land on a boat in a jumpsuit and proclaim your mission accomplished- unless your mission was to stir up a chaotic maelstrom throughout an already troubled place. Reading the Churchill quotes at Live Free or Die, it's so clear what a dearth of good leadership we have today. Churchill says, "You do your worst and we will do our best" but for the last four years, I don't think "we've" been doing our best at all. Something has to change because the road we're on currently just isn't going anywhere.

The Guardian has some really throughtful articles right now that I've enjoyed. We're in Toronto this weekend- patio bbq last night with a view of the skyline, today we went our for breakfast, went to the Beaches, an art show in Nathan Phillips Square, looked for Miffy goods in Chinatown and bought fruit and veg in Kensington. We saw our new apartment last night, and it's the most wonderful place I've ever seen. I'm in love with this city in a way I never was when I last lived here. Was ashamed by the Toronto Sun headline this morning, which my English husband really didn't find amusing. I thought "Bastards" was brilliant, and "Go get 'em George" was classic, but todays' headline- so distasteful that I daren't repeat it- was simply inexcusable.

And just sad for London, which is one of the most magical places in the world. We were there just two weeks ago, which of course makes it stranger. So relieved no one I love was too affected, as selfish as that may be.